Run For The Hills!!!
Yes I'm actually posting
I know its incredible
no I will not give you an autograph
sure you can tatoo my name on your... well, no one is gonna be able to see it there
No really I don't want to be president
You know what, I can't stand this school we are at, I go in happy and leave depressed and tired.
And some of the people, I got probably 10 wierd looks and I know at least one person looked over by me and laughed.
I'm working on my mile times, lets just say I'll have a lot of improvement
I've been listening to a band named Cynic, they made 1 album but its been remastered and you should listen to a little of it.
I can't stand the routine I'm going into
Its insane and its a wonder i'm not
I'm sitting next to one of my best friends from 2nd grade, interesting to talk to him
He keeps asking if I'm depressed, wonder why
I've realized how few people outside of my main group actually want to talk to me
If you want to see something scary go to Landover Baptist, I heard it was a fake website and I hope so, its 18 plus but I went there from a link and didn't know that, they have people killing 1000s of people who don't convert with gas, and hooking up electrodes, and whipping people with bibles. Its like a fetish site for christian fundamentalists only with some funny things like the "Your Child Might be a goth" where one of the telltale signs is eating Count Chocula, interest in sex, hanging out with friends without adults, expressing interest in "Cult religions" like Buddhism... need I say more?
First Three apply to me, I won't deny it and you probably don't care, guess I'm a Goth along with the entire teenage population who aren't christian fundamentialists or Jihad members or something like and even then I'm not sure
I can't believe how much i've actually changed
I've never looked at anything like that
I've never been so wierd
I've never wished so much I could know what to do and say,
Everytime I do something, I worry about repercussions
I'm too worryed about what people think of me and not worried of what I think of myself
And I'm still feeling very depressed and need to work on my self esteem
but whatever
Yes I'm actually posting
I know its incredible
no I will not give you an autograph
sure you can tatoo my name on your... well, no one is gonna be able to see it there
No really I don't want to be president
You know what, I can't stand this school we are at, I go in happy and leave depressed and tired.
And some of the people, I got probably 10 wierd looks and I know at least one person looked over by me and laughed.
I'm working on my mile times, lets just say I'll have a lot of improvement
I've been listening to a band named Cynic, they made 1 album but its been remastered and you should listen to a little of it.
I can't stand the routine I'm going into
Its insane and its a wonder i'm not
I'm sitting next to one of my best friends from 2nd grade, interesting to talk to him
He keeps asking if I'm depressed, wonder why
I've realized how few people outside of my main group actually want to talk to me
If you want to see something scary go to Landover Baptist, I heard it was a fake website and I hope so, its 18 plus but I went there from a link and didn't know that, they have people killing 1000s of people who don't convert with gas, and hooking up electrodes, and whipping people with bibles. Its like a fetish site for christian fundamentalists only with some funny things like the "Your Child Might be a goth" where one of the telltale signs is eating Count Chocula, interest in sex, hanging out with friends without adults, expressing interest in "Cult religions" like Buddhism... need I say more?
First Three apply to me, I won't deny it and you probably don't care, guess I'm a Goth along with the entire teenage population who aren't christian fundamentialists or Jihad members or something like and even then I'm not sure
I can't believe how much i've actually changed
I've never looked at anything like that
I've never been so wierd
I've never wished so much I could know what to do and say,
Everytime I do something, I worry about repercussions
I'm too worryed about what people think of me and not worried of what I think of myself
And I'm still feeling very depressed and need to work on my self esteem
but whatever
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