Hi everyone and welcome to the sitcom that is my life. Too bad nothing is happening. I have no clue what anyone thinks, what they are doing, why they are doing it, or anything. I'd like to have a decent ideal of what is going on in my life but I'm always a spectator and never a driver. Just once I'd like to bump off a driver and take the wheel for a couple laps in control, but its uselsess, there is no reason that anyone would keep me in the loop. I can never tell anything and its ticking me off, I don't know wheter people say what they mean, act how they want, or even know what they say. People are so hard to figure out, once you understand a little, they throw you a curve ball and put you back to square one. I've had people I've marked off as smart failing, people I thought weren't especially smart are now past me, quiet people are talking. Its enough to drive a person nuts, and I never change. Throughout my entire life, my personality never changed one bit to my knowledge that was substantial, it feels like everyone is passing me up and I'll be left behind without anyone on even level. Its terrible when I think ahead and see myself as a social outcast, not cool enough to be uncool, too depressed to care, only thing I'll be living for is making money and not dying. Even that is becoming hard. We're screwing up our planet and its getting harder to just get by. Thinking of how we changed our planet causes me great sorrow at the evils we have done to it. Some ways, we deserve to be bumped off the planet, there is no need for us to screw up other planets. See, when I think, I go off on tangents, and use a lot of useless commas.