Hi all again. Now I have a question for you, have you ever been mad at someone for something you aren't even sure they did. There is someone who I think did something I should be mad about, but I don't know. All I know is I'm mad and that you should all go to my other blog for a laugh. Its link is in my profile and its pathetic, which is kind of coincidental because I happen to be pathetic as well. I really can't stand my life, I've missed out on so much so far and others have reaped in benefits that I had never known the existance of. I wish I was the person, ok with everything, always happy, with high self esteem, and able to tallk to anything at any point in time. It sounds pathetic but I'm not trying to be popular or anything, I'd rather be myself only more open, happier, and more respected as a person, rather than the uncool kid with the big head over in the corner. Life would be so much easier if I had more self esteem and actually said what I think instead of sitting wordless in the corner. Unfortunately if I say something, people take it wrong and think I'm even less cool. I make people laugh over the stupidest things but that doesn't help, no one would respect me for being a stupid failing comedian, I'd just rather have the ability to make my feelings known without worrying that the world will crash down upon me. And GG, sorry for insulting you.