smarter than the average blog

2006-06-12T19:01:00.000-07:00

I'm gonna be a compulsive blogger!!!!!1
But it'll be annoying continually talking to my self.

2006-06-11T17:00:00.000-07:00

Two days in a row and yet, no one is going to read it anyways so good on you if you do.
Today was lame, I wandered around for a while and then cleaned the house, thats always a fun undertaking.
I just re set up my email and was so tired of having so few messages that I sent my self one.
I spent some time contemplating my existance, that is also fun.
Drivers ed starts tomorrow.
My schedule is so screwed up this summer.
I'm thinking about having to read "Gone with the Wind" and "Fahrenheit 451"(the latter for the second time) as well as those APUSH assignments. I don't know whether to do them now or wait until nearer the end of summer.

2006-06-10T19:03:00.000-07:00

3 months since my last post
Things have changed a lot since then
For one, its summer and I've started what will hopefully be a great one
The bonfire rocked hardcore and even though my body ached all over, I love playing football. I don't care if we lost.
I've been playing guitar for 2 or more hours a day and its really fun to just sit around and jam and such.
Jeff Foxworthy is funny.
I lost in a chugging contest :(.
I knocked the quote machine down 5 times.
My cats are crazy.
My dog bit a hole through our door.
Other stuff is cool. :) :) :) :)
I'm off to a great start for what looks like a great summer. Drivers ed starts on Monday so watch out lol.
Smack The Fragrant Umbrella
Don't you love subliminal messages, right now this post is going to give you an insaitable urge to go buy turtlewax and pasta roni. Give me feedback as to how it works.
Peace out!!!!!!

2006-03-09T18:55:00.000-08:00

ZOMG I couldn't access the server to post something, but now I can.

2006-01-21T16:43:00.000-08:00

I don't have anything to post.

2006-01-20T18:01:00.001-08:00

Run For The Hills!!!

Yes I'm actually posting
I know its incredible
no I will not give you an autograph
sure you can tatoo my name on your... well, no one is gonna be able to see it there
No really I don't want to be president

You know what, I can't stand this school we are at, I go in happy and leave depressed and tired.
And some of the people, I got probably 10 wierd looks and I know at least one person looked over by me and laughed.
I'm working on my mile times, lets just say I'll have a lot of improvement
I've been listening to a band named Cynic, they made 1 album but its been remastered and you should listen to a little of it.

I can't stand the routine I'm going into
Its insane and its a wonder i'm not
I'm sitting next to one of my best friends from 2nd grade, interesting to talk to him
He keeps asking if I'm depressed, wonder why

I've realized how few people outside of my main group actually want to talk to me
If you want to see something scary go to Landover Baptist, I heard it was a fake website and I hope so, its 18 plus but I went there from a link and didn't know that, they have people killing 1000s of people who don't convert with gas, and hooking up electrodes, and whipping people with bibles. Its like a fetish site for christian fundamentalists only with some funny things like the "Your Child Might be a goth" where one of the telltale signs is eating Count Chocula, interest in sex, hanging out with friends without adults, expressing interest in "Cult religions" like Buddhism... need I say more?
First Three apply to me, I won't deny it and you probably don't care, guess I'm a Goth along with the entire teenage population who aren't christian fundamentialists or Jihad members or something like and even then I'm not sure

I can't believe how much i've actually changed
I've never looked at anything like that
I've never been so wierd
I've never wished so much I could know what to do and say,
Everytime I do something, I worry about repercussions
I'm too worryed about what people think of me and not worried of what I think of myself
And I'm still feeling very depressed and need to work on my self esteem
but whatever

2006-01-13T15:49:00.000-08:00

This is not a post about my life or anything, this is dedicated to an awesome movie I just had the pleasure of viewing. I'm talking about The Wall. It has everything a movie needs: sex, drugs, rock and roll, more drugs, violence, blood, and trippy cartoon interludes. And the best part is it taught me a lot when watching it. It showed the evils of war, of violence, of drugs. There is relatively no plot whatsoever but it doesn't matter, the message stands out. Throughout you can see riots, people dying, people being brainwashed and it has the perfect soundtrack as well. So in conclusion if you like any of the stuff I have listed above or are extremely anti-war or just want to see a great movie, rent it and watch it.

2006-01-09T18:46:00.000-08:00

Here's the deal. For not changing at all, my life is getting more hectic and complicated. Before I never had to worry about such things as finals and other things that don't come up until later. But now I do and I'm feeling pretty depressed about it. All my classes hinging on a good grade on the evilest test we've ever had. I posted 2 earlier but deleted them because I don't want my life to be a completely open book. I'm suffering from growing up too fast, my spirit wishes we were back in 3rd grade where nothing mattered but having fun. Now its just changed. I can't do anything about it and have too low self esteem to go have fun because I worry what other people will think. But now I've realized, I don't give a damn about what other people think, I'm going to do what I want including probably looking like a complete idiot but at least it will be fun, of course you will probably see no change in me so you'll know I failed at another thing which will be just great for my confidence but whatever.

2005-12-08T17:43:00.000-08:00

Thanks people who posted things on the last one, it makes me feel good. As well, I think I'm going to take steps into going vegan so I'm hoping it will work out. Hope for a snow day. Now to the meat.

Have you ever wanted to be able to know what everybody wants. It seems to me like it would take a lot of guesswork out of our daily lives. Someone can be nice to you and its hard to tell whether they want to be friends or they are trying to get on your good side so you can give them anwsers. Live would be much easier to win at if it were like this. However that takes the thrill out of guessing someone right and the luck/skill out of life so its probably good. Its kind of like the game of Life where you have all random stuff with some major choices already given by you. You roll and go where it takes you while making the needed choices along the way. And everybody knows, you can't cheat at life.

2005-12-06T18:05:00.000-08:00

Hi all again. Now I have a question for you, have you ever been mad at someone for something you aren't even sure they did. There is someone who I think did something I should be mad about, but I don't know. All I know is I'm mad and that you should all go to my other blog for a laugh. Its link is in my profile and its pathetic, which is kind of coincidental because I happen to be pathetic as well. I really can't stand my life, I've missed out on so much so far and others have reaped in benefits that I had never known the existance of. I wish I was the person, ok with everything, always happy, with high self esteem, and able to tallk to anything at any point in time. It sounds pathetic but I'm not trying to be popular or anything, I'd rather be myself only more open, happier, and more respected as a person, rather than the uncool kid with the big head over in the corner. Life would be so much easier if I had more self esteem and actually said what I think instead of sitting wordless in the corner. Unfortunately if I say something, people take it wrong and think I'm even less cool. I make people laugh over the stupidest things but that doesn't help, no one would respect me for being a stupid failing comedian, I'd just rather have the ability to make my feelings known without worrying that the world will crash down upon me. And GG, sorry for insulting you.

2005-12-02T19:21:00.000-08:00

Hi everyone and welcome to the sitcom that is my life. Too bad nothing is happening. I have no clue what anyone thinks, what they are doing, why they are doing it, or anything. I'd like to have a decent ideal of what is going on in my life but I'm always a spectator and never a driver. Just once I'd like to bump off a driver and take the wheel for a couple laps in control, but its uselsess, there is no reason that anyone would keep me in the loop. I can never tell anything and its ticking me off, I don't know wheter people say what they mean, act how they want, or even know what they say. People are so hard to figure out, once you understand a little, they throw you a curve ball and put you back to square one. I've had people I've marked off as smart failing, people I thought weren't especially smart are now past me, quiet people are talking. Its enough to drive a person nuts, and I never change. Throughout my entire life, my personality never changed one bit to my knowledge that was substantial, it feels like everyone is passing me up and I'll be left behind without anyone on even level. Its terrible when I think ahead and see myself as a social outcast, not cool enough to be uncool, too depressed to care, only thing I'll be living for is making money and not dying. Even that is becoming hard. We're screwing up our planet and its getting harder to just get by. Thinking of how we changed our planet causes me great sorrow at the evils we have done to it. Some ways, we deserve to be bumped off the planet, there is no need for us to screw up other planets. See, when I think, I go off on tangents, and use a lot of useless commas.

2005-11-10T17:12:00.000-08:00

After the success of that last post, I have signed a deal to do weekends! wooohooo! yippy skippy!

Well not really but I thought I should post some more, heres a poem.

Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
I can't write poems,
So F u

now I'm really gonna try,

There once was a man from nantucket,
Who sailed out to sea in a bucket,
He was an idiot and left a hole in it so the water got in and he drowned

Yogi Bear Rocks!!!!!

Lots of other stuff totally rocks!!!!

There are many strange people at my school, one was walking down the hall talking to himself in what sounded like Russian or German!!!!

!!!s Rock!!!

Pigs rock as well!!!! <(^@^)> OINK!!!!
We had to write the stupidest journal today on patience, I would have written that I didn't have enough patience to write it but, I did

You should all join Yahoo Music if not a member already!!!!

Is there a !!!! limit!!!! or can I!!!?! Use as many as I want!!!?!!11!

I want feed back on my extreme usage of !!!!s and whether you as a general public like it!!!!

Finally a War Cry!!!!
WAAARARRRGGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HURAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
AAAAAANNNNNNAAAAARRRRRCCCCCCHHHHHHHYYYYY FFFFFFOOOOOORRRRRRR LLLLLLLLIIIIIIIFFFFEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
(But not really)
I'm quite civilized.

2005-11-08T14:08:00.000-08:00

Hi everyone! I've finally decided to start showing my massive ego like everybody else. I hope this will be a good blog and end up good but I'm new to this stuff and might screw up. However no one cares if I do or not which is why this is so cool.